Ako jud ang tao na di ganahan mamugos ug ubang tao na muadto sa isa ka event. Wala jud koy talent ana. So kung suguon ko nimo manginvite ug daghan friends, ma disappoint raka kay wala jud koy madala.
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I should have been "taylor swift"-ting while waiting for the traffic to get better. Imagine playing taylor swift's blank space on the background while Im doing lip sync, holding a mic (cellphone) like a pop star, stretching my hand, banging my head, swaying my body to the beat of the music. I can imagine Charles' super annoyed face beside me. bwahahah (evil laugh) Geez, I think I missed a lot during the time this was taken. Got a very short list of ex-lovers I must admit that me and my boyfriend are not perfect. We don't also have a perfect relationship. We started with so many conflicts and our interests don't match. Im so emotional, he is more rational. Im talkative, extrovert but socially selective. He only talks 5 words a day if you're not close to him and drains energy around social gatherings. I'm complicated and he is straight to the point. But all those conflicts make us stronger. I have seen the beauty of being him. I began to appreciate something I have ignored for a long time. And in our relationship, we have created a new world. A world that accepts whats truly us, a world that doesn't judge, wild and free. A life with him doesn't require much, but its more than what I need - love, happiness and peace. I just love being with this man. Perhaps I had a wicked childhood I just came from a very memorable trip. And as what I usually do, I try to document the "whats nice" to remember. Every Christmas, I'm not the one who usually receive gifts. But Im more of the giver. If it weren't for forced exchange gifts I will never receive one. But this Christmas is different. I have always been thankful for the love of my life for surprising me every time. Here's how the story goes: It was the night of December 13, 2015 that I decided to surprise him with my Christmas gift. We were watching tv together. And I just thought its the right time to give it to him - the gift. So I asked him to close his eyes and not cheat. When Im sure he's not peeking. I pull something from the drawer, quite heavy but I try to be graceful as possible. And so I let him open his eyes and TADA! Merry Christmas. Whats inside the box? Since the previous month, I kept on asking him whats his wish list. And inevitably, he's also asking me whats mine. What he wanted is kinda grand. It seems like he want something I cant afford as of this time. He wants shit load of cash, house and lot, mac book pro. haha something I cant afford really, he knows. But I stated my wish list from what I really want - sewing machine, comforter, dress, wallet, mac lipstick. haha yeah something he can afford. And so I keep thinking what to give him. Because buying him something is such a challenge. Since he wants lot of cash. I bought play money and chocolates. So I arrange it like this - lots of play money at the top of not so much real money at the top of lots of chocolates. And when he opened the gift. I was surprised that he is happy to see the play moneys. He even arrange it by bill. And counted how many pieces each bill. He treated it like a real money. hahaha. It was fun watching him. And so for me, he already apologized before we met that he has no gift because he has no time to buy. That was a pretty hectic week. He's going home very late, like 3am almost everyday so I understand. And just having his presence is more than any gift for me. So I didn't expect anything. Best things happen unexpectedly.... So when I reverted my attention to the tv again, he grabbed something from his bag, and made a gesture that surprised me. He was smiling while waving his hand with the wrapped present. And I was so surprise that I have a gift! YEHEY! So I opened it. It was a t-shirt with a nice fit. Then I thanked him and he said, He also have one too. Pulling something from his bag, he showed a male version of the shirt. IT WAS A COUPLE SHIRT! hahaha. So not like him. But then and there, I knew Im seeing the cheezy part of him. I was laughing hard. Not because of the shirt, but because of the thought that he made us a COUPLE shirt. So after fitting and taking pictures. I folded the shirt and return it to the wrapper. Then abruptly he covered my eyes behind my back. And said theres more! I was nervous what was it. Or I thought he was trolling me. But this covering of eyes thingy makes me really nervous. So he guided me to some steps away and let me stretch my hands forward and then down. I touched something hard. . . and square So I opened my eyes and saw a big box! A present beautifully wrapped. It was jaw-dropping. I hurriedly opened the gift. The moment I removed the side wrapper I saw these words that made my heart beat fast - SEWING MACHINE. And so, I jumped away from the bed, not believing what I read. Me: Are you sure about this? Regardless, I still opened the gift with a hope thats its really a sewing machine. That picture's worth a thousand words. After having it in my hands, I put it the sewing machine on the desk, and hugged him tightly. There's no other gift more than this person's heart. If only I could put that moment inside a jar, I might have opened it a thousand times without losing the same feeling I had that night.
Lord, I know I haven't been perfect. I'm not a good girl all the times. Sometimes I disobey. But Im forcing myself to be a better person so that I will be your walking testimony. Sometimes I could only be the bible others can read. My ways may not be the same as other people. They may judge me even not knowing my heart. But I know that my heart beats for you. You are my first love. And I will never trade You for anyone or anything in the world. You have always been faithful to me. On all of my journeys in life, You were always there. No power in hell can ever stop me from proclaiming your goodness and glory. I will make sure my family and my descendants will worship and serve you. Our hearts will always be one with you. I will love You for eternity.
- A love letter from your daughter Pahumanay na ang klase, when teacher(around 50 years old) leaves an assignment to students.
Teacher: Ok class, meron kayong gagawin na research regarding sa next lesson natin. Punta lang kayo sa website na ito... (Teacher gets her notebook and scan the pages to look for the URL).. Students: Unsa na website Maam? Teacher: (Still scanning the pages) Sandali.. Sandali.. Students: (waiting while getting ready to write what the teacher will say) tik ... tok .. tik .. tok Teacher: Eto na.. Isulat nyo class para di nyo makalimutan. "WWW.GOOGLE.COM" Wala nay mas broad ana na research Maam? There is that one friend jud na tanan mo wala nag ka dimao ang nawong sa picture pero tungod kay gwapa/gwapo sya didto, ipost ra niya. Samoti gi-tag pa jud ka. Friend mag lechon guro ta kay gipag pyestahan na imong post.
I started playing the piano since I was 5. I had a great mentor, a well known pianist in Davao City(I will not mention his name so not to embarrass him). Unfortunately, I really have difficulty playing the piano. Since I got lots of harsh words from my mentor(which I all accept), I realized that there are people who are really born to play it. People who can create their own piano version after they hear the music. People who have fingers which can reach from octave to octave or beyond that. And Im not one of them. No matter how much I try to understand how it works, I just cant get its logic. But still, I love listening to the melody it creates. So thanks to youtube, I got a chance to learn my favorite music. This is not the whole piece, just the introduction. But hopefully, I can post the whole music here when its done. When? I dont know yet, could be next year, could be forever. hehehe. But anyways, this video will show you my attempt to play this piece. Can you tell me the title of the song in the comment below. Just to know if the music is recognizable. haha. Enjoy! Since I was a child, I always anticipate for these 3 days to come, Christmas, New Year and Halloween. Pretty weird why I like halloween then I hate watching horror movies. We'll maybe the things I do on halloween makes me excited for that day to come. 1. I like spooky feels but not to the point that its becoming realistic. 2. I like to dress up like vampires or white lady, something scary but still gorgeous. Yes gorgeous. ho ho! 3. I remember my childhood days, watching magandang gabi bayan halloween special where they feature urban horror legends. After watching, I cant go to bed alone, or just cant go out of the house. 4. I create scary pumpkin face filipino version(where I say filipino version, its made out of green papaya). Then I put candle inside and put it on the gate. 5. I go to the cemetery to visit my relatives. Its cool jumping from one niche to another and seeing some niche open. You can still see skeletons and sometimes caskets! 6. In other cemetery, In a cleaner and more private one, my relatives build tents and stay there overnight. And we just gather with foods and have some chitchats. When I was younger, I and my cousin roam around the cemetery and find some cutie guys just for our eyes (thats when I was younger). Now I don't roam around anymore, they find me.. and I was like. whew~ sorry, not available hahahha. kidding. 7. My mom cooks ibus! Its a delicious rice delicacy wrap in coconut leaf. Yummy. 8. Its a preparation for Christmas! For every after All saints and all souls day, we decorate the house. YEY! Ready for Christmas. But now, I'll still savor halloween. Im trying to be like Morticia Addams. But her hair is straight, so I decided to be a random vampire. Then I did a make up on these girls. Since they dont want to have smoky eyes. I just put on mac ruby woo lipstick on them. Spooky but still gorgeous. hahah! Spooky boom boom woosh Halloween everyone!
I think of:
1. How to fix my bugs? 2. What am I going to eat on dinner? 3. How could I add people to my Christian life group? 4. Where to travel next? 5. I wanna travel to US or Paris or anywhere in Europe but how? 6. How to increase my salary? 7. Do I have snatcher seatmate? 8. What was that guy in front of me thinking? 9. Have I paid the fare? 10. Did my boyfriend text? 11. What is he doing now? |
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March 2017
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